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whatwasMerlin's gone.
[At least he's not breaking things this time. But if possible, he looks even worse than when Johannes left.]
I'm...I need a few days away.
[To sneak around with Yuca, yes, but also toheal broken heart do manly stuff like smash beer cans on his head instead of crying.]
Raven, can you look after Alice? Please?
[At least he's not breaking things this time. But if possible, he looks even worse than when Johannes left.]
I'm...I need a few days away.
[To sneak around with Yuca, yes, but also to
Raven, can you look after Alice? Please?
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Date: 2011-04-08 05:38 pm (UTC)Want some company?
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Date: 2011-04-08 05:41 pm (UTC)I don't know.
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From:[Offline] I lied, it'll be four.
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From:[Offline] Everyone can thank me later.
From:[Offline] lmao I love these two
From:[Offline] They are so much love.
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From:[Offline] asdfghjkl;' BACKTAGS FOREVER. HOW DID I MISS HORSSSTTTT?
From:[Offline] THEY ARE THE BEST NEVER FORGET :'|
From:[Offline] /s-sobs.
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Date: 2011-04-08 05:51 pm (UTC).... Dammit!
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Date: 2011-04-08 05:53 pm (UTC)...yeah.
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Date: 2011-04-08 06:01 pm (UTC)As soon as I'm done making sure you're okay. ...Where are you?
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Date: 2011-04-08 06:02 pm (UTC)[So at least he's not doing anything stupid like last time...he just sounds more defeated.]
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Date: 2011-04-08 06:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-08 06:15 pm (UTC)And then he'll leave again. Or I will.
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Date: 2011-04-08 06:25 pm (UTC)Whenever I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me... speaking words of wisdom, let it be...and in my hour of darkness, she is standing right in front of me... speaking words of wisdom, let it be...
[After all, Rachel isn't that fantastic with physical comfort -- or even actual words of comfort -- but singing, she can do that. And when faced with such a tragedy as so many people losing their friends, including Arthur -- well, there really is only one song that suits perfectly.
She will continue singing the song until it is over -- and as Rachel only has a piano at her disposal, that is the best the instrumental will get -- but when she finishes, she is silent.]
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Date: 2011-04-08 06:33 pm (UTC)He's come close with Merlin just being suddenly gone, but he's managed not to. But this song? He's glad there's no video, but there's the faint sound of sobs if she listens.]
Rachel....
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From:[Voice] DAMMIT PR /choked up
From:[Voice] DISCLAIMER: RACHEL CAN BE REALLY FUCKING HEARTBREAKING.
From:[Voice] IT'S GOOD FOR ADSTRING.
From:[Voice] SHE ISN'T USED TO PEOPLE LIKING HER WITHOUT A MOTIVE. LMAO IT'S WEIRD.
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Date: 2011-04-08 06:44 pm (UTC)He was wrong. It's watching the people he loves learn it too. Watching Yuca lose Rain again, watching Rei struggle to hold herself together, and now watching Horst hurt this badly-]
... I hate this place sometimes.
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Date: 2011-04-08 06:57 pm (UTC)And it makes him angry.
A growl works under his breath, sharp teeth gritted. Only at the very edges of his eyes is it there, a hint of wetness, and then it's gone.]
Screw this. Screw all of this.
I'm sick of takin' it, and I'm especially sick -- [He grits his teeth, holding out a clawed finger towards Horst, through the camera.] of that look.
[Killua is like that. He has that look in his eyes sometimes, that beaten look like nothing ever going to be all right again, and Trisha has it, and Horst has it, and Usagi has it, and if he ever has to see it in Negi-]
I'm not takin' it.
[Oh, no. And with Kotarou, that means a fight.]
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Date: 2011-04-08 07:33 pm (UTC)[She knows how he feels, down to a letter -- truly, she does. But this isn't going to help anyone, especially Kotarou himself.
And Asuna knows what that tone of his means.]
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Meet me there or I'll come find you myself.
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Date: 2011-04-08 10:38 pm (UTC)... Kotarou-kun.
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From:[Video//Private//Unhackable] TOOK ME SO LONG TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO REPLY Kotaaa ;;
Date: 2011-04-09 02:09 am (UTC)But Kotarou has a point. He can't just take this. Merlin is the last fucking straw, the one he will never just be okay with losing. It's not a matter of 'anyone but him', but at the same time, he probably could have wallowed in misery and coped if it had been anyone but Merlin.
But he has an idea, at long last.]
No. Don't just take it, Kota.
I'm not either.
Fuck this.
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Date: 2011-04-08 07:27 pm (UTC)Horst... Is there anything I can do?
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Date: 2011-04-08 09:42 pm (UTC)Re: [Private]
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Date: 2011-04-08 08:20 pm (UTC)Horst?
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Date: 2011-04-08 09:30 pm (UTC)Alice.
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Date: 2011-04-08 08:27 pm (UTC)[Offline]
Date: 2011-04-08 09:26 pm (UTC)And also fought with Yuca.
So you know, he's alive, but pissed off and still upset.]
Hey.
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From:[Offline] pffff I love Snape sfm
From:[Offline] So do I. I am also so excited to be able to use this icon.
From:[Offline] I LAUGHED SO HARD YOU HAVE NO IDEA
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Date: 2011-04-08 08:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-08 08:41 pm (UTC)I'll be fine. Nothing a few...hundred bottles of vodka can't fix.
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Date: 2011-04-08 08:56 pm (UTC)Don't die while you're gone.
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Date: 2011-04-08 09:04 pm (UTC)Do you want me to beat you, Killua? There are laws against it but I will do it.
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Date: 2011-04-08 09:50 pm (UTC)[He's missing him, too, Horst.]
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Date: 2011-04-09 01:47 am (UTC)[Negi gets the first smile--although it's to reassure Negi not because Horst is feeling...uh, anything at all really.]
I'll be home by morning. I promise.
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Date: 2011-04-10 07:58 am (UTC)no subject
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