You know what's the first thought I had this morning? At least Lucifer won't be able to use her anymore to get to me, and use me. [She snorts softly.] As if he truly needed that.
Alice made me stronger. Because I felt I needed to be strong for her. ...I'm pathetic because I'm scared of the Devil and scared of myself. So different from people like Rei who have confidence in themselves and in their abilities to change things. [The last part is said so softly, it's hard to hear it. And she looks him in the eye when she says so.] As for me... I need people to trust me and believe in me to believe in myself. It's pathetic.
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Date: 2011-08-30 08:01 am (UTC)Alice made me stronger. Because I felt I needed to be strong for her. ...I'm pathetic because I'm scared of the Devil and scared of myself. So different from people like Rei who have confidence in themselves and in their abilities to change things. [The last part is said so softly, it's hard to hear it. And she looks him in the eye when she says so.] As for me... I need people to trust me and believe in me to believe in myself. It's pathetic.